Pricing and Scheduling Information

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PRICING, DONATIONS & GOOD READING!

Session pricing is tiered to make it equitable.

DONATION

We donate our time for people actively pushing back on imperial siege and community allies who live in that bystander subjugation alongside.

ABOUT

This is a decolonizing, single parent, renter, environmental health impacted/ablility challenged, woman of color owned practice. ‘Sliding Scale’ is a term that covers over that many community health care practitioners are actually donating our own time and energies to care for others. We are more than glad to do that with others also in the struggle to end oppression!

MARKET RATE

Sessions are Market Rate for everyone else, with people who don’t actively protest to end colonization everywhere and people earning over $200k/year USD, people with trust funds, assets, and investments, wealthy patrons …etc. paying a higher appropriate rate to offset lethal capitalism imposed sanctions.

WHO QUALIFIES FOR A DONATION

Please note, sliding scale is actually mutual aid aka donated time and funds offered and shared by drawing from our practitioners' families' care needs; please ask with respect if that is a genuine need. We love a healthy community and do believe in and have practiced donating substantial amounts of time and care.

THE HARDEST TRUTH

I know such dear people on this planet suffer and cannot afford services. I myself did not have the luxury to pay for much needed decolonizing oriented therapy/mental health care until 2023, and trauma skilled therapy/mental health care until 2026, and even then, it was sporadic and actually still hardly available to this day, even with everyone hanging a trauma shingle on their door with no real experience in the matter! I just learned to do for myself over the decades what was needed and shared that with as many others, in as an attuned a manner as I could, while trying to figure out how to feed my son and myself along the way. Every time I learned and we all healed together, myself, my son, and my clients, in that order — I never ask people to do what I have not tried and perfected internally. I reinvested in learning more and healing more together with the people who have worked with me. Even if I didn’t struggle with something cleints were facing, I invested in learning the needed care because we are in community together, and I care. I still try and learn every protocol on myself first. Isn’t that something!

I recognize the predatory systems, enactors, and enablers created the problems and absolutely need to be the ones held in account to cover the costs of the care. How do we get to that setup?

To that extent, I do believe we need to work together to end rape culture, capitalist driven extortion, colonial theft, misogyny, hegemonic feminarchy, …all of these exceptionalisms that have metastasized into supremacies and collide together even to the level of mass subjugation, whether diffuse in culture and policy, or in the form of organized apartheid, ethnic cleansing, and genocide. Ideally, I’d love to work with people on foundation/crowd funded offset for a period of time while they gain the courage to demand the system stop violating everyone and engage with mass legal call of reparations to ALL the communities that disproportionately suffer and get targeted. I would love for us to be a chorus of dismantling subjugation everywhere with reparations going to the most subjugated and determined to keep anti oppression care for all at the forefront! Dream it and live it with me, if you’d like!

Truthfully, we should not have to be fighting for care behind closed doors in the imperial core. We all need to be on the front lines shouting LAND BACK and carrying this mourning and grief, this healing and determination together!

To a sad extent, these private trauma recovery ventures without accompanying group level systemic demand enable the violence to continue. We did not need to get to this Epstein era! We were already there when the first trafficking and torturous slave ship had taken off hundreds of years ago. We were already there with every corporate insured cover of an elite pirating venture that showed up on our shores hundreds of years before that. We were already there hundreds of years before that when the first colonizers crossed community lines and planted their greedy behinds down on our lands and made demands for disproportionate care and unfettered access to every body they could fetter into subjugation on the land they were encroaching on as caste brained supremacists! We were already there, when the idea of self-hoarding/deeding, exploiting and pillaging the land, water, and air, food, shelter, child and mother was a thought that denied, disregarded, and desecrated the blatant screams of life in front of it — we were already there! ...

How far have we come to be where we have already been and then some?

If we come together to push back on that one root network of the plutocratic grandiose supremacist demand to self deed, hoard, exploit, rape, traffic, pillage, cannibalize and deny, derail, deflect when called into accountability… we will all be free and recovered together through that brilliant and self determined action! To get there, we must remove the thinking and the enabling of the oppressor from our minds! That is what decolonizing is, and that is why it is the core of any REAL, lasting and non-psyop co-opted trauma recovery!

LAND BACK & RIGHT OF RETURN EVERYWHERE!

OKAY, SO NOW WHAT

I’d love to fund and cover the care of every liberatory press, medic, artist, poet, activist…disabled and abled bodied person who comes through the door. The truth is I, like the earth, water, air and metabolic fire, etc. need care too and am generous in heart, but temporal and finite in the body. I cannot share beyond what I have to give. I can be creative with potential clients in seeing if we can find solutions to subsidize your care.

A COMBINATION POSSIBILITY

As a single mother, woman of color, working and volunteering multiple jobs and trying to keep my family cared for, I had to avail myself of free and donated places of recovery such as SIA Coming Home Phone Line, ACA, and other 12 Step Trauma Programs, Help Hotlines, library books if I could access them, etc. I did the entirety of the first 12 years of my care that way, working with occasional 12 Step Sponsors and fellow travellers. I know not everyone can navigate through the challenges this way, which is why I offer this service. I also want to acknowledge, there are amazing free, community based, peer programs out there and I encourage folks to try those out first and then see if you need to supplement with some care here in this practice.

Recovery is always best when rooted in community committed to dismantling systems of oppression, not just focused on individual and shared recovery out of context with the broader movement for dignity for all life and no power over abuse!

HOW TO SECURE GROUP SUPPORT — TRAUMA RECOVERY TOGETHER

We will be glad to offer partial or full donation support for communities to thrive from trauma recovery care together as they are actively pushing back on oppressive systems! That is another creative way to ensure that we can keep the lights on and people fed in our families here and you can get your families fed there! In fact, if you believe in this support and want to have a healthy community together, please feel free to put together a group of people with shared needs for this trauma recovery and contact us using this form. If you don’t have a group, but would like to join a group, please select the topic/s you would like to receive discounted group support for and we will let you know when enough people sign up with that same request to make it work (Please note, we cannot guarantee the timing of when that comes together.). As with all of our service, this is only available to people actively pushing back on colonial and imperial siege and bystanders who live in capitalist subjugation alongside.

HOW TO SECURE INDIVIDUAL SUPPORT FOR 1-1 SESSIONS

We try to donate time and energy regularly when we have adequate health and time to do so. Currently, we are not able to extend donations. What some clients have done in the past is seek support from foundations such as Loveland, Queer/Trans trauma advocacy foundations, and crowdfunding platforms. Sometimes, I do have former clients make donations to pay it forward to pay for other clients in need to benefit. When those come available, I contact people on the waitlist and give those out immediately on first come, first serve basis.

SOME THOUGHTS FOR ANYONE STILL CONFUSED OR WANTING TO READ FURTHER

You do not qualify for donated services if you own a home, have a trust fund, are making over $200,000/year, have supremacist hegemonic protections ...etc. any of these things.

Additionally, I hate to spell this out, but sadly people are so asleep to the corruption they may be raised and groomed into that I will be very literal and clear: if you are someone who doesn’t think twice about asking for discounts all day, asking me and others to feed my child or other children less for you to have more money in your trust fund or you don’t have a job and don’t need one to make life work, while the rest of us live in housing insecurity, …asking for a discount on top of people’s childrens lives and health is not appropriate! If you are a privileged member of society who does not actively take action to end other people’s suffering — that is a mental health issue of terrifying entitlement, I am so sorry on behalf of all humanity that you struggle with that on top of all of us — that needs immediate address: You need to stop asking the rest of us living in insecurity re: our basic needs (being stolen by the same capitalism you are disproportionately wealthy from) for discounts! In fact, you need to offer to pay a higher rate off the bat to be in respectful right relationship with community — I say this with love! Please hear this kindly, put your metaphorical rearside back in your pants, do not ask for a discount. Get involved with understanding and dismantling financial oppression, and in fact, offer to pay an appropriately higher rate before we discuss the manner. Thank you for hearing this with love. We can change this together. End colonial settler entitlement. Right of Return! Land Back everywhere! I believe in you, I believe in us as a planet. You can make these changes — we are all counting on you to wake up!

PSA — I AM SORRY … THAT THIS IS HAPPENING ON TOP OF OTHERS!

If you are investing in any way in imperial arms/military, petro, pharma, BigAg, processed/GMO Foods, forever chemicals, AI creativity theft, crypto schemes with no understanding of imperialist militaristic pillage … or profiting off of the FIRE (finances, insurance, real estate) colonial settler grift, we demand you divest from investing in causing others and our planet continued lethal trauma. It’s illogical to be standing on top of everyone and asking for trauma care! Unfortunately, you may be suffering more from mass grooming and the chaos of normalized mass moral transgression enacted via systemic financial abuse projects, such as “routine investments.”

If you are actively marauding, covering for, making excuses on behalf of, crying about … the need to occupy, administer apartheid or genocide of other people you have more political power over, I will invite you to get your colonial/imperial rearside off of others bodies YESTERDAY & FOREVER! If you are not calling for the end of all of these violences, I am so sorry, it seems you have been groomed to be an ignorant colonial settler and/or imperialist comprador. I believe you can turn this around. America is not a land of immigrants or a land for white people only, unlike the lies, it’s an active genocidal colonial settler displacement and erasure project situated on top of native bodies, lives, homes and burial grounds with no regard. It also has fed and feeds itself a swelling population by trafficking, invading, and sanctioning globally causing millions to be stolen, extorted and landlocked or to flee their homeland for stable access to homes, finances, food and livelihood in the imperial core that has violently uprooted them — their homelands were not chaotic before colonial or imperial marauders dressed in lies of spreading democracy (while dismantling a record number of democracies) arrived determined to wipe them out or suppress them into economic and destabilized hell. These nepo British/French/Spanish hegemonic projects were originated mostly by euro supremacist settlers and impoverished euro descendants escaping bank peonage at the time, and if you were not aware of any of that, you are unfortunately likely needing to degroom the supremacist inculcation that is allowing you to be unaware or willfully ignorant of the situation you have been weaponized to be part of and enable — I am so sorry you struggle with that on top of other people who are suffering, and you had no idea before! The horror, to find out you were part of the not-so-funhouse exhibit! That not knowing and strange purposeless feeling is a serious illness, something we call “settler ennui” and it is often recklessly socially remedied with a spectrum of constructed past time interests to imagine meaning into a life of disconnection and blunted coggery. When that doesn’t work, you’re told to hide your head from the news, or take some medications, legal or illegal, to shut that pesky moral clarity out. (There’s a reason why some people are not arrested for doing drugs that keep them silent about being a settler, and others have them planted on them for constructed criminality and carceral enslavement purposes.) It is a grooming of supremacy and docile rewarded entitlement of horrific proportions to be clueless to the horror your “positivity” is covering for —I am so sorry if this is the first time you’re hearing about it. I want to support you to take the decision to step off of the bodies and lands you are harming! I want to empower you to learn about the conditions of the first nations and other imperially and colonially displaced and occupied peoples you are living on top of, not as a guest! You can do this, I believe in you! Check out NDN Collective, Red Nation, nativelands.ca ! You can get help to degroom the supremacy, entitlement and participation in the continued colonial settler and imperial extraction project! If you’re not willing to do this, and you feel like you want to jump out of your body as you read this, you feel an impulse to go shop the problem away or control other people…you are likely deeply addicted to the grift of being a supremacist colonial settler who is surrounded by colonial ghouls who will enforce your supremacist narrative and keep you invested in acts of genocide and ecocide. The horror! The horror! The horror — in every moment of the day may you hear the screams of those you are subjugating and martyring until those screams compel you to STOP! You are not traumatized, you are committing acts of moral transgression ranging from abuse to torture. You need to recover from the toxic logic that made this thinking okay in your mind and made you unable to articulate, let alone feel, that the very obvious subjugation in front of your of face of people in a power under position is somehow justified! That is absolutely a mental health issue of grooming, supremacy and entitlement with lots of shame reverb. I wish you immediate recovery from enacting this on other people! Best first step is to stop all the harmful acts immediately, stop enabling, occupying, trafficking, abusing, torturing, ethnically cleansing, genociding…and educate yourself by listening to the anti imperialist loved ones of those being martyred in a power under position.

Bottom line: Don’t turn back to the colonial thinking, the shrieking liars and spineless fake liberals will circle you and try and fake stories of victimhood, righteous imperial and racist war hawking stance or tricky mumbling about “can’t we all get along/I can’t handle the division (of people not wanting others to genocide, … after all it makes genociders feel bad about sniping, raping and torturing all the time)” to suck you back in. Can you hear the absolute lunacy?! Don’t turn back to these supremacist psychos! It takes effort to decolonize, and there are more and more of us on that path of decolonizing doing our best everyday. Keep going! You will be honoring and sparing lives, not having to slink around lying and manipulating people, start meeting other actual humane people… you will stop poisoning and ruining all of life for everyone! Supremacy is addictive and empty. We will not be free, until we are all free!

Though I tend to work with folks who are abused and tortured most often, every once in a while someone will be referred to me to work through the twisting of thinking that led them to perpetrate, from a colonizer or other supremacist mindset.

Are you a colonizer, mindless settler, comprador/classist/casteist gatekeeper/token, or imperialist with a sincere desire to degroom from deadly supremacy? You may request to have a session. I will only entertain serious inquiries backed by actual internal AND actual verifiable community level divestments from supremacy.